Feeling sorry for myself!

Life has been a challenge since I lost my mum at Christmas.
Everything has gone wrong and after the tooth incident and the spots, I have not felt like doing anything especially getting out my computer and blogging.

Not wanting to dwell on all the negative stuff, the main positive thing that I have started to do is to go running two or three times a week with a friend. It is fabulous and we have both felt the benefits. I highly recommend it to anyone that is feeling down, as a powerful therapy!
Focusing on oneself and realising that the health of your mind, body and soul lies with yourself is an enlightening thought.
Self-preservation lies on each and everyone’s own doorstep.

Ultimately, we are responsible for our own destiny.

I have tried to take responsibility for my own actions and destiny for a while, not blaming outside influences for the reasons I am where I am today.
Becoming overwhelmed with the enormity of everything that has gone on in my life since before Christmas, I decided it was ok to feel sorry for myself.

Within my own self pity I felt alone and angry at everything.

Consequently the reasons for the festering pustule abscess and the outbreak of spots.
I even had a rotten oil filter on my car, and wondered why I was losing so much oil.
Louis hay of ‘How to heal your life’, would say it was all to do with suppressed anger. I agree!

I went into Childline last weekend, feeling sorry for myself and not really wanting to do any counselling so I listened in.
The conversation with a 14year old was so awful, that my problems paled into insignificance.

I completed my transformation after having a fantastic reading by a man called Fred from Bolton. I have to say that he was so accurate and I was overwhelmed when he brought my mum through.
For all my beliefs it was and is hard to accept that, she is no longer here in body. I do miss her terribly but feel her presence around me giving me strength to carry on.

I feel more optimistic and however awful the circumstances, there is always a light waiting for you to find in your darkness!
Life has been a challenge since I lost my mum at Christmas.
Everything has gone wrong and after the tooth incident and the spots, I have not felt like doing anything especially getting out my computer and blogging.

Not wanting to dwell on all the negative stuff, the main positive thing that I have started to do is to go running two or three times a week with a friend. It is fabulous and we have both felt the benefits. I highly recommend it to anyone that is feeling down, as a powerful therapy!
Focusing on oneself and realising that the health of your mind, body and soul lies with yourself is an enlightening thought.
Self-preservation lies on each and everyone’s own doorstep.

Ultimately, we are responsible for our own destiny.

I have tried to take responsibility for my own actions and destiny for a while, not blaming outside influences for the reasons I am where I am today.
Becoming overwhelmed with the enormity of everything that has gone on in my life since before Christmas, I decided it was ok to feel sorry for myself.

Within my own self pity I felt alone and angry at everything.

Consequently the reasons for the festering pustule abscess and the outbreak of spots.
I even had a rotten oil filter on my car, and wondered why I was losing so much oil.
Louis hay of ‘How to heal your life’, would say it was all to do with suppressed anger. I agree!

I went into Childline last weekend, feeling sorry for myself and not really wanting to do any counselling so I listened in.
The conversation with a 14year old was so awful, that my problems paled into insignificance.

I completed my transformation after having a fantastic reading by a man called Fred from Bolton. I have to say that he was so accurate and I was overwhelmed when he brought my mum through.
For all my beliefs it was and is hard to accept that, she is no longer here in body. I do miss her terribly but feel her presence around me giving me strength to carry on.

I feel more optimistic and however awful the circumstances, there is always a light waiting for you to find in your darkness!

'Most Haunted'....spirit,energy,mediums,dying,time.

I am going to write something about spirit and energy tonight. I have just been watching ‘Most Haunted’, and the team of investigators have been at Tatton Park, near Manchester, England.
Although Tatton has many ghosts, this particular session centres on a man who lived and worked at Tatton, an old Tudor Hall.
He has been seen wandering around the ground floors and is one of the reasons lots of psychic phenomena is happening there on a regular basis.
Apparently, Tom dislikes women and it is usually the females who seem to sense his presence more than others do. The investigators try to goad him into showing himself. They then react with surprise when anything is thrown or moved around.

Why do spirits choose to stay around and not want to move on?

My theories on this might be that the person in question could have been a loner with not many friends or perhaps no relatives that meant anything. Therefore, they might have no reason to move on or nowhere else to go, or so they believe! They become attached to the place that they live.
Tom lived and worked at Tatton and in his mind and reality, he still lives and works there.
He also does not want any intrusion into his life.

The spirit could also be caught up in a cycle of action and reaction. An example of this could be the place that attracts people that choose to end their own lives by jumping off certain cliffs. You will find that certain places have a history of events that attract this cycle of events.
Like attracts like. That I believe, is why certain places attract certain unhappy events!
The person continues to jump off the same cliff and is caught up in a cycle, that they do not know how to end. Other people with the same feelings are drawn to do exactly the same thing at that same place.
It takes the ‘medium’ or someone that can bridge the very thin veil between worlds, to get in touch with the person and show them a way that they can move on.

Another fact might be that the person does not believe that they have died. Life for them still goes on in the same manner and the visitors who happen to come along are just intrusions in his or her life.
Tom will continue to walk the halls of Tatton, until he has a realisation that time has indeed moved on and he too can leave that place.

This subject warrants more discussion and I will elaborate further on my ideas in future blogs.

'Most haunted'............spirit, energy, mediums, dying, time, attraction